Kworb's average, boring blog. In it you will find random rants, things from the web, things from real life, poetry and other art. So it's not really unique or anything.
Been spending so much time underground
I guess my eyes adjusted
To the lack of light
I got covered in darkness
Hibernating, always waiting for something new
Happiness always ending
In the blink of an eye
There was no one attending
Lame.. my coach isn't here today (he's in Brussels) but he didn't put it in his calendar thing on the intranet, so I had no idea. Now I'm not really sure what to do, so I guess blogging is a good option. It's not like I've been completely unproductive. I even keep a log of everything I do!
Today I messed around in Java some more, transforming all of the arrays into Vectors, so the model is not constrained by fixed array sizes. It works well, and it now seems to run the model in five seconds rather than six! Quite a victory indeed. I think it would've taken the average person at least a day to rewrite that code, so that's why I don't feel bad about this downtime. :P
In other news, I should e-mail my coach at the university because I have to set up a meeting with my two coaches and the coordinator of the dual program, but I'm kind of scared to e-mail him because I never got any outright confirmation that he is actually my coach. I just assumed it cause the two times I mentioned it in previous e-mails he never said "no". Part of me says I'm just worrying about nothing but somehow it's still eating at me.
Oh and yesterday I probably weirded out the two nicest people here when I told them about my addiction to the internet, lack of friends, etc. I really should keep those things to myself. :P But I can't help my awkwardness.
And soccer is the worst thing ever. During lunch my colleagues always talk about it!Why can't they like interesting things like jpop and other good music, American Idol, tennis, drama shows, cartoons, sci fi, Pokemon?? :( Even philosophical or ethical discussions about the meaning of life and death, wars in the world, religion, and so on are way more intriguing. But nooo, soccer is all that matters. It's disgusting. I wish that lame ass shit sport had never been invented.
